i don’t know if it’s possible to hate myself anymore than i do at this very moment. i am a monster.

i am taking nortriptyline for both fibromyalgia and neuralgia pain.

has anyone who has taken nortriptyline ever experienced electric, painful stinging sensations followed by uncontrollable violent outbursts and thrashing? hyperventilation occurred immediately afterwards.

i do not like this drug. i will be talking to the psychiatrist about it on tuesday. i don’t know if i can just stop taking it. i am only on 10mg’s at the moment.

is there anyone that is or has been on this drug, that is also bipolar or has borderline personality disorder?

also my doctor is referring me to the integrated health services so hopefully i can get referred through them to the pain clinic in Courtenay.

i really hope that also means i get free access to the pool. because that would be fantastic.